Oh I am so overtaken lately.
Well I hardly ever believed in God
but I did know that I was being punished.
To be queer is to feel shame in
your own searching for pride.
I have not found it I have not found it.
Something else I look for
before pride, before the outward
is the small piece of sun, perhaps of / lightning,
that takes up the heart in the head of
I certainly have to find it in you.
After within, we have to flame together.